You're not reading this by mistake. I've been inactive in this game for years however I decided to type this now.

The Lord wants to clarify your view of Him.

He hears you and wants to give you eyes to see, ears to hear and a heart to understand.

Read this, He's here awaiting you.

https://www.gotquestions.org/get-right-with-God.html

https://www.gotquestions.org/bad-things-good-people.html

https://www.gotquestions.org/who-is-God.html

He loves you, He's just waiting for you, He has been waiting for you.